Before you read this, let me just clarify that I am not hung up on him, it's just a one sided discussion about a boy who's being very mean to a girl he once called his soul-mate. So you might've heard about Andy (on pretty much every post until May-ish), and that we split up earlier this year. Now Andy...has a new girlfriend. Now that doesnt bother me, I want him to be happy cos we didnt break up on bad grounds or anything, we just wanted different things so we went our different ways. But his mom, my ex-mom-in-law, rang me before and she didnt have a clue about this, so I filled her in and that's when I got upset about the whole thing. We were best friends, we grew up together. And now, because he has a new girl, he doesnt speak to me anymore. But then again that's one of the things we didnt agree on, he thought that because we were in a relationship, we couldnt talk to anyone else of the opposite sex - and he's doing it again. And the other thing is, he's moving and leaving our former loveshack. I loved that place, even though it stunk of old food and weird room spray most of the time. And yet another thing is that when you break up with someone there's this unwritten game called 'who will die miserable' (to quote Samantha in Sex and the City) and it's not that I want him to end up miserable at all, I want and hope that he is happy, but you dont expect the next person to be tall, blonde, pretty and everything you're not. Well, she doesnt have a lot of things that I do, which I'm sure will come in useful when Andy tries to take over her life. BURN! I had to say it, I'm not made of steel.
So, changing the subject of newfoundglory onto myself, I have a crush. On a guy. Yep. Oh dear. Gonna try not to jinx it this time, but will keep you updated on that!
Today's song iiiis:
'new slang' by The Shins. I watched Garden State last night, put me in such a good mood!
Love,
Mon xx
A mirror would be nice, how about this one to make up for the phone charm I lost? 
Love ya xx
12/11/06 @ 21:44