Mum and sister are back home now. Had a great weekend with them and managed to give them a great tour of the city. Very impressed with myself for going from not knowing whether a map was upside down or not, to finding out the way to get to everywhere I wanted to show them. We saw everything. We also ate everything. And we walked a lot. And drank a lot of beer. Mission accomplished. ;)

It wasn't nice watching them go. I felt like saying "please don't leave me here on my own". Once again I saw my loved ones going back to their normal lives and felt like I should probably do something with my own life. Then again, I kinda enjoy the excitment that comes with knowing that I can do whatever I want. I've finally got the life I've always wanted. I've always said that you can live like you're on holiday if you want to and this is exactly what I'm doing. I don't take it seriously. I don't feel like I have to please anyone. I'm open to new adventures. It's just a shame I don't know what to do with this freedom.

On the way back I listened to my iPod and just sat on the train watching the blurry walls as it went from station to station.

When I got home on Friday, my flatmate had made me a cheesecake and she made a smiley face with different berries on it. It's delicious, so I'm gonna eat some more and watch a feel-good film. Last day at work tomorrow - bring it on! This is going to be a great week.

Love,

Mon xx